heaven help me. It's a Hank Williams Sr hour.
Long Gone Lonesome Blues.
sad is external. depression is train crash with no discernible cause other than chaos theory of a random universe.
Honky Tonk Blues.
Lovesick Blues. And Merle Haggard Looking for a Place to Fall Apart "but you need to understand I'm nearly crazy and you need to know my life has gone to hell".